TY - BOOK AU - Chapman,Mary Beth AU - Vaughn,Ellen Santilli TI - Choosing to see: a journey of struggle and hope SN - 9780800719913 AV - BR 1725 .C443 A3 2010 PY - 2010/// CY - Grand Rapids, MI PB - Revell KW - Chapman, Mary Beth. KW - Christian biography KW - United States KW - Suffering KW - Religious aspects KW - Christianity KW - Autobiographies KW - lcgft N1 - Winter -- Not my plan -- Coloring inside the lines -- Tarzan and Jane -- When the puppy eats your birth control pills -- Smoke signals -- "Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome ... Caleb!" -- I will be here -- Crying in the bathroom at Chuck E. Cheese -- My friend Prozac -- With hope -- Laughter -- When love takes you in -- Show hope -- I'm signing, you're signing, we're all signing -- Rambo goes to China -- Fingerprints of God -- I just met a girl named Maria -- I'm divin' in! -- Cinderellas everywhere -- February 10th -- May 21, 2008 -- Not as it should be -- SEE -- Jesus will meet you there -- Sown in tears -- Beauty will rise -- Goodbye ... -- The new normal -- "We can do hard" -- Unhappiest place on Earth -- October 4, 2008 -- Journaling, blogging, and sobbing -- Spring breaks -- Ready or not -- Balloons, lady bugs, and May 21 -- New songs -- Maria's Big House of Hope -- Kissing the fat -- Year endings and new beginnings -- Spring is coming N2 - The wife of recording artist Steven Curtis Chapman relates her story of finding hope amidst life's challenges, covering her marriage, struggles for emotional balance, and living with grief after the loss of her daughter ER -